Well, that was close!  I had planned to head to St. Peter's Square about

6:30, since I'd been told the ballots would be burned at 7.  Then a

journalist friend phoned and said he'd heard there might be smoke as early

as 5:30.  I doubted it, but arranged to meet him in the square.

 

When I arrived I couldn't find him.  Realizing I'd forgotten my camera, I

decided to head home.  I was just about to leave when the crowd began to

shout.

 

Although the crowd was convinced the smoke from the Sistine Chapel chimney

was white, I was not--they'd called it white yesterday as well.  But as it

continued, I began to wonder.  The promised bells, however, did not ring, so

I decided there'd been no result.  I wasn't alone: I heard one Italian

reporter say "that's black for sure--I'm on my way!"

 

As the smoke continued, I began to wonder--and then the bells began to peal!

The crowd went wild, chanting and clapping.  The feeling in the Square,

particularly among the young, was quite electrifying.  By a mere fluke,

Father Joseph Thoai from Vancouver and I--and Analyn Peres  from our

diocesan youth ministry office, with her mother--found ourselves together,

in a prime spot directly in front of St. Peter's.

 

When the cardinal came out on the balcony of St. Peter's to announce the

Pope, he only had to say "Joseph" before the crowd knew who had been chosen

and cheered.  Despite all the press speculation, I could sense (and felt)

some surprise at the result, partly because of the new Pope's age.  But the

crowd was quick to express its loyalty, chanting Benedict in Italian.  When

he appeared, it was impossible not to think of John Paul's appearance on the

same balcony--and clearly Pope Benedict was thinking the same thing, for he

made no effort to imitate his predecessor.

 

His words were simple, and he seemed almost shy as he spoke them.  Despite

his acknowledged brilliance as a theologian, it was not difficult to believe

he was sincere when we spoke of himself as "a simple, humble worker in

Lord's vineyard."  I suspect we learned a lot about the new Pope--and about

what his pontificate holds in store--in those few moments.

 

When he entrusted himself to our prayers, the crowd was quick to respond.

 

The crowd, as far as I could tell, rivalled in size the one for the funeral

of John Paul II.  It was much more difficult to leave the Square this time,

and a bit nerve-wracking.

 

There has already been speculation about the new Pope's choice of name.  I

am no expert, but I think it may owe more to his regard for Saint Benedict,

a patron of Europe, a man devoted to prayer and to helping others to become

holy, than it does to Benedict XV.

 

On Monday, Cardinal Ratzinger invited us to pray for "a pastor to lead us to

knowledge of Christ, to His love, to true joy."  While I did share some of

the surprise expressed at the choice of a man of his age, I am confident

that we again have a Holy Father who will carry out this demanding mission